i finally got it all figured out. if you know me, you know i laugh ALOT and im very cheerful. but i think i laugh to cover up a major deficiency in my character. and im cheerful, because deep down, im not really happy. ive only got four weeks left in America. theres alot i still want to do. theres alot i wish i could do again, or take back. theres so many things ive done wrong. i dont want to leave, but i know i have to, so i CAN start again and leave the hurt i have and have probably caused behind me.
" laugh. if you dont laugh, you will cry." ( my motto.) and THATS why i laugh so much.
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- scarlatti
- about me?well, lets see ... im sixteen, i love emailing (since the bulk of my friends are overseas...:D) have a great life and enjoy good humour. i have brown hair, i am taller than my mom, and i have the same size shoes as my sister. i am a Christian... i dont know how i would get by without the love of Christ... and thats about all!!
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amen. Laughter is better than tears anyday. Even though you lack certain important parts of your brain, you still occasionally say the right thing. I shall miss your presence greaylt, because you are an interesting and peculiar person, and there are far too few people like that at Plymouth. So, farewell, enjoy the rest of your life, and hopefully you won't forget a certain moron named Chris.
signed,
skater
typo. aftrer presence it is supposed ti say "greatly"
skater
never mind. the above comment was even worse
skate also says,
I forgot to mention soemthing. Your new name is henceforth and forever to be Madam Doom and Gloom, because pretty much every time you say anything to me I end up in a deep state of depression. If you do not know what I am refering to, I shall give you a hint. (CK) That should be easy enough to figure out. Oh, and you also need to get some mental help. I find it distubing that you are having dreams about Dominic in a superman suit, and even more disturbing that you translate them to mean that I am forbidden to like the above CK, which doesn't matter anymore anyway (not my decision) What did I do??? Helpppppp!!!!!!!
I only have a minute left on the library computer, so farewell, ciao, adios, etc. I willcomment as often as possible in the future.
skater
lol, chris, if nothing else you make me laugh. Scarlett my dear, enjoy your time while you still have it. It makes ME wanna cry thinking about you guys leaving!!
aw, chris, thats ok. thanks for commenting. and trust me, i wont EVER EVER EVER forget you... never never. im sorry i depress you so much... theres so much about what i did that i wish i could do again... really and truly. and my dreams do creep me out. i hate dreaming. just like i hate alot of things. and the dream... well, yes, i will haaave to tell you the first half of it. i will, on monday. so then, that will be all ok. so what? you no longer like my bestest friend any more? who gives what i say? gosh, im leaving... happy days will be here again... seriously. no me to put you off. makes me teary eyed to think of it all.oh, BTW, in case you didnt notice, i try to be different... i really do. if every one were the same at plymouth (which they pretty darned well are) it would be class A boring. so yeah, be different. who gives a pooh?
erika, i dont think about leaving. i cry whenever i do. courtney and i were speaking of it in the hot lunch line, and i almost cried. lameo, i know. i dont know... the only place i'll ever be happy is in God's will.
ooooooooooooooooook, pride and prejudice is one of my allll time favourite movies... oh wow... its sooooooooo good!
ugh, when u guys DO i'm na be baaaaaaaawling!! i HATE it when i cry!!
why, do you snort or something?
lol, no...but my nose gets all red and my eyes all puffy and i get all tired and get a headache!!
ohoh, sounds terrible. i can cry for a long time, and make it look like i wasnt crying. sometimes. depends on how hard i was crying i guess. and im going to cry hard when we leave. this is all so depressing.
HEY! i know someone who snorts, just not when their crying. sometimes they do it in bible class, sometimes in the wee hours of the morning when they "have a cold" i promise i won't mention any names, for that is committing suicide. i'd be beaten to a pulp
neways, scarlett, i like your motto- it's very true, but don't laugh all the time. i mean it's not politically or morally correct to laugh when you cut your arm off or when someone dies or something- you get my point
hey Chris- did you ever get that dream explained to you? the 1st part had nothing to do w/ Dominic in a superman suit. it was just another one of scarlett's wacky dreams. sorry- i know that happened forever ago, but i'm finally getting around to readin this blog.
i now know that dreams don't necessarily come true, cuz i dreamt that scarlett died- it was a VERY weird and depressing dream.
ya know whut's really wierd? i can't remember the last time i cried. i haven't cried in forever. oh well- i know i will when you leave scarlett. i think i'm gonna bring a couple boxes of kleenexes-we're gonna need them.
cya
court
Holy Cow! i just realized how long my above comment (book) was.
sorry
court
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